Friday, May 29, 2009

My head hurts

So ex has been in my dreams the past 4 nights. I wasn't dreaming about him, but he was there. But last night, it was definitely about him. We were back in our old apartment, Bailey running around, and his family was hanging around too. I was wearing scrubs, so it was like we were in the same place from a year ago. I honestly don't remember what was going on in the dream, except that the wedding kept coming up. So much that I wasn't sure if I had called it off.

I woke up w/a headache. Obviously, I know why I'm dreaming this. And the week's almost over, I can get through this (baring no more old men tell me not to get married and make me cry).

But I can't help and wonder if he even knows what this weekend was.

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